Well lets start off how I barely figured out how to post my blogs. That was good to find out and I feel kinda smart. Ha ha just kidding.
Okay now today was ok I came to school around 7;35 today becuase I know my best friend won't even be their in the moring anymore to hang out in the morning. So i decided to just not go to school early anymore. Well I went with friends that can make me laugh no matter what, and I will explain that later in this blog.
First Period
First period was ok, becuase my history teacher decided to make the essay due in Feburary. So, that is good becuase I had trouble just strarting it. My teacher is kinds dumb anyways becuase he asigns us an essay and doesn't even start teaching us the subject to the week it is due. But, this time thank goodness, he made it due in feburary. And, he put on some movie made in the 1930's. It's ok. I thought all movies made in black & white were dumb. But, watching this movie he put on, it wasn't really bad. I have to admit I was wrong about pre-judging old movies.
Second Period
Well, to tell you the truth, it was not like yesterday becuase I had no desire to work at all. I just sat there and listened to my ipod. Kinda boring actually.
Third Period
Third perios was pretty good becuase I'm with my good friends in there. I was helping my firend to pick guests to come to her party. But, she wants more guys to come. She asked me which guys, and I couldn't help with that. I have no guy friends really. It's kinda sad. Probably becuase no straight man really wants to be friends with a gay guy. Well we got a test, and I was nervous. But, I got it done easily and that made me happy. It was everything I knew. I had to help my friend with half of the test. But, it was ok, I didn't mind. The people in my class are really immature. They do not know how to act. It pisses me off. They are so noisy, I cannot concretrate. They bother the teacher so much, it makes me angry. Bcause, she comes to school to do her job; to teach. And then these immature sophmores come along and act like little pricks. They NEED to grow up.
Nutrition
It was pleasent. Can't complain. Oh yes, I can. I learned that one of my best friend's neighbor doesn't like me becuase I'm gay. What a surprise. Just when you think mankind learned to be more compasionate and mature. Well, to tell you the truth I don't like him either. Since the day I met him. Because, I'm the jealous type and I don't like guys being around my best friend. Kinda weird because I know I'm gay. But, yet I have these strong emotions for her. Kinda weird. I'm not sexually acctracted to girls. But emotions? Something for me to think about. And my friend is bisexual, so I told her "Does he know about you?" She decided that she would tell him. What a surprise it would be for him maybe. I'll see if he has enough balls to be more open-minded.
Fourth Period
Aww, chemistry. The only subject I'm failing. I don't even need to learn about chemistry. But, it's required so, I can't do anything about it. It was ok I got to listen to my ipod while I copied almost everything the teacher wrote on the board. I did learn a few things today in chemistry though, so I guess writing everything down did some good.
Fifth Period
It was cold. But, not too bad becuase I brought my jacket. Butm we did half of our P.E. final today. It went smooth and had some funny times as well in that 35 mintutes.
Lunch
Was good. I didn't eat though. I hadn't lunch at school in awhile. But, we went to my friend's classroom. The boy I think is cute was there, so it was good. But, he is a freshman I think... i'm not sure. And I did hear he was gay but, just in the closet. I think they were just playing with me though. But, hey, I can dream.
Sixth Period
The worst period of today. Well it was going well the first 20 minutes. Till the guy that sits next to me kept calling his friend gay and that he was homo. My teacher asked is he was homophobic. The hypocrite said no and continued to call his pal gay. My teacher said it wasn't good to be homophobic. And I was glad my teacher said that. And the gay name calling continued for maybe five more minutes. And the guy had the nerve to say it was wrong to be gay. That got me really angry. and emotional... Well, it continued and I finally got mad and asked my techer if I could move my seat. My teacher assumed it was becuase of the distraction that the guy was causing so he said I could. I sat behind a friend of mine and I just began crying. Because, of the anger and sadness the guy put on me. My friend made me feel a lot better. I'm pretty sure now that the guy that sits next me knows Im gay now becuase he kept turning back and I think he saw me crying. But, it was silent crying so only my friend knew I was crying. Well, after class I asked my teacher if I could move my seat permanetly, like any other teacher he asked why. I said, "Becuase they are homophobic and I am homosexual." My very kind hearted teacher understood imediatetly and asked me if I wished for him to have a talk with the homophobic guy but, he would keep me confidental. I said he doesn't have to and now I am happy because I do not have to sit there anymore.
Well afterschool I started working out again becuase I have not done it awhile. So my goal is to get back into shape.
Well that is all for today. I will continue tomorrow with, tomorrows story.
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