Another day

Well I have to say, today was a lot better than yesterday, I have to admit. I enjoyed myself today.

Right now I'm listening to this guy covering Regina Spektor songs. He is actually really good. Really. I envy people like him. Has a beautiful voice and he can play the piano. I really want to play the piano. But yes, when I get a job I will buy a keyboard and learn how to read sheet music and learn how to play the piano! I'm so excited I cannot wait. But, unforunetly becuase of time we have to live life second by second and I have to wait till the summer. Thats a lot of seconds.

Well anyways back to my day. I worked out again today. I'm happy I'm getting back into my routine. And I'm getting back into shape. Wow, Regina Spektor does have a beautiful voice. I think I'm going to buy another one of her CD's.

Well the 1930's movie is getting kind of better. It does make a good point. There is no reason for war. Who starts these wars anyways? The "leaders" of the countries. We should just put them in a ring and let them fight there own problems. But, an even better idea. Let them talk it out. Let them see there is no reason for quarells. People do need to get that into their heads. Just put aside their differences and get ALONG. We should just put these huge speakers up and play imagine by john lennon. And let everybody hear those lyrics for themselves. We need to have peace. In fact I am listening to the song right now.

Well second period, I got my brain to work and I wrote almost two paragraphs. I feel really creative. I am starting to think writing is my calling. But I'm not completly sure though. I'm starting to have doubts about doing the play for school. But, I know I should. It has a good meaning behind the whole play.

Third period was good, I got my grade and I have a B. Im happy becuase I will not be in algebra anymore. I will be in Geometry. But it is likely that I will have my same teacher again. But, Im okay with that. She is a nice lady. But, I do need to get my ass in gear and finish my packet for the class. That is part of my grade a lot. I do have to retake a test too. I NEED to study. Speaking of studying, chemistry is reallly hard. I do not understand. It's my fault anyways. I do not pay attention. We got a test today and I did not know what to do at all. I was just staring at the words. I did not understand. I felt dumb. I will pay attention from now on. No butts.

The rest of the day went well. And here I am. I need someone. Its not fun being alone. But, I will not dwell on that right now.
All i can do is begin to hope...